| Hiro Antagonist ( @ 2009-03-12 14:43:00 |
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Truth / Lie, Part II

Megan Cump - Feral
Lexi of Subjectify recently made a rather insightful post about something that's always bothered me.
"i am both compelled and troubled by Megan Cump's project Feral, which i saw on Flak Photo. in the project, Cump goes on solo hiking and kayaking trips and photographs herself going back to nature in some surprising tableaux. the images themselves are compelling enough: beautiful landscapes; contemplations of nature and man's role; a naked, young photographer interested in her ability to lose her humanity and have a feral immersion."
"secondly, i am troubled a bit by something else, which is not Cump's fault, nor is it limited to her: self-portrait projects from a visually-privileged position of young, white, nude beauty. i have been thinking about the "trouble" with beauty in art photography for some time. i can see an alternate world in which i would earnestly feel that female photographers' naked self-portraits were brave, theoretically rigorous, challenging, honest, etc...etc... except i rarely do feel that way, because lately i notice that mainly thin, beautiful women engage in these projects in the first place. or at least, their projects are the ones that gain recognition in the art world (which is why i see them?). of course, such projects might have something thought-provoking and honest to offer, but overall, it still troubles me."
As a photographer, I have taken a fair number of self portraits, and from what I can see, I'm not alone in this as a photographer. While I'm not Quasimodo in appearance, what I strive for is technical and aesthetic competence above all else when shooting a self portrait. Something akin to a benchmark, showing the best of what I'm currently capable of. Some self portraits are quite popular in terms of how many hits they garner, and usually the most popular are popular because they're very well executed photographs.
Something that puzzled me at first was how amazingly popular some photographer's self portraits were. I'd look at the photo and internally think something along the lines of "Well, it's a nice photo but not *that* nice..." I.e., it was done well enough to be popular, but how popular it was seemed to be leaps and bounds beyond how popular it should have been, given the technical and aesthetic merits of the portrait.
Every time this contradiction arose, it was a "hot chick". I didn't want to admit at first that the reason for the amazing popularity was "It's just because they look good, not because they have any particular skill as a photographer." But as time went on, and example after example raised the same troubling specter, the truth became undeniable and I became a bit more bitter with every example I saw.
It seems a bit harsh to say that anyone who's female and reasonably good looking can never take a self portrait that can be viewed and praised honestly on the merits of their skill as a photographer, but at this point? It seems a forgone conclusion.
I feel bitter every time I see photographs like that, and sometimes I feel bad for feeling bitter about it, but less and less with every example I see.